I absolutely hate the month of february. I am tired of the winter and summer seems SOOOO far. I want sun and warm weather.

I wasn't particularly happy these days. A bit discouraged with leading the church (a bit is a nice word).

Anyway last night, I started listening to some very encouraging preaching. Just simple loving Jesus and enjoying Him. Oh my, I feel so refreshed today!

I am so happy. I need to remember that it is all about enjoying Him, communicating that enjoyment of Him, and help people along, the best way I can.

I often feel so incredibly inadequate. When people in church ask for counseling I usually get a panic attack: how will I help them, how can I show them the way to freedom....but it is utterly freeing to know I can't do and need to lean on Him, and He will help me and speak through me.

He will give me messages that help people grow in Him.

I think in the last weeks, I have come to a place where I just simply know I CAN'T, but it doesn't mean I need to stop, it just means HE CAN.

Oh my, the freedom and joy of living in HIM.

Dreaming of summer days!